Will you meet me in the middle?
Aug. 26th, 2005 04:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maypirateI hadn't meant to surrender my laptop today, but Best Buy took it, and now I am looking at two weeks without my baby.
My dad is letting me borrow his laptop, but it's twice as big and twice as heavy and the keys feel different and whine whine whine bitch bitch bitch. It's pathetic and stupid, but that thing is my *life,* it's where I keep my things and how I talk to people I can't be with, even people I can be with. It's my heroin. Amber and laptop is OTP.
I'm seriously worried about writing, too, because I'm horrifically superstitious about writing stories on anything but that laptop. And I have a feeling I'll be murdered in my sleep if I put my story in hiatus for two weeks.
...just realized all my songs are gone for the moment too. The gash across my soul just wiiiidens...
I'm going to go have a pity party with my dolls now. Anyone who would like to come, we will be having sugar cookies and mint tea.
My dad is letting me borrow his laptop, but it's twice as big and twice as heavy and the keys feel different and whine whine whine bitch bitch bitch. It's pathetic and stupid, but that thing is my *life,* it's where I keep my things and how I talk to people I can't be with, even people I can be with. It's my heroin. Amber and laptop is OTP.
I'm seriously worried about writing, too, because I'm horrifically superstitious about writing stories on anything but that laptop. And I have a feeling I'll be murdered in my sleep if I put my story in hiatus for two weeks.
...just realized all my songs are gone for the moment too. The gash across my soul just wiiiidens...
I'm going to go have a pity party with my dolls now. Anyone who would like to come, we will be having sugar cookies and mint tea.
