The way you are
Jun. 15th, 2003 10:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maypirateActed like a jerk last night. Should learn to say no one of these days. It's worth noting that I was not irritated at anyone but myself, and that I'd had a very nice day hanging around with Don, but...I guess I just wanted to stay home.
I feel really bad about being stupid, but I got into a funk and tried to get out but then fell asleep and...I promise I'll be better soon. It won't be like two summers ago when I sucked like a space vaccuum. I just had an off day.
I'm sorry, guys.
I'll suck less next time, promise.
Ummmmmmmm...I worry about Don's job, and selfishly I wonder what it means for my plans for us to go to California. I almost bought him a Radiohead cd yesterday because he wanted it so much but has no money. I wish there was a better job for him, and I wish he didn't have to pay for so much of his own college.
I'm seeing Andreas Hager today, with whom I acted in YSP several times...He's going to Oberlin too, and he wanted to talk about it. Chenya, you and I still need to figure out a dorm for you! And I need to make that darn list...
I finished "Going After Cacciato" last night and it was kind of surreal, but I think I really liked it.
I feel kinda tired and a little bummed about my job which I don't hate so much anymore, but I really would like to work somewhere else....
So again, sorry for being a jerk last night.
I miss you, Pairaka, and the way we used to talk.
It's one of those off days, and that's the way it goes. Just a lazy Sunday in the Sun.
I feel really bad about being stupid, but I got into a funk and tried to get out but then fell asleep and...I promise I'll be better soon. It won't be like two summers ago when I sucked like a space vaccuum. I just had an off day.
I'm sorry, guys.
I'll suck less next time, promise.
Ummmmmmmm...I worry about Don's job, and selfishly I wonder what it means for my plans for us to go to California. I almost bought him a Radiohead cd yesterday because he wanted it so much but has no money. I wish there was a better job for him, and I wish he didn't have to pay for so much of his own college.
I'm seeing Andreas Hager today, with whom I acted in YSP several times...He's going to Oberlin too, and he wanted to talk about it. Chenya, you and I still need to figure out a dorm for you! And I need to make that darn list...
I finished "Going After Cacciato" last night and it was kind of surreal, but I think I really liked it.
I feel kinda tired and a little bummed about my job which I don't hate so much anymore, but I really would like to work somewhere else....
So again, sorry for being a jerk last night.
I miss you, Pairaka, and the way we used to talk.
It's one of those off days, and that's the way it goes. Just a lazy Sunday in the Sun.
