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Where did this squirrel baby come from?
Feb. 8th, 2005 06:04 pmThe curse of sleeping too much strikes again. Let me count the ways in which I suck. God help me, this better not be the mental failings talking, because I'm also having trouble being driven to do works of passion like art or writing. I'd like to think its first week of school blues. At least Hegel was boring, so now I don't have to take religion.
Listening to this song makes me feel better.
And yet, despite my horribly flawed and constantly disastrous continuous attempt to make a good impression on someone I've probably already made a good impression on, I can't help but be jealous that I had to get these songs from her and from eMule instead of already having the CD myself. I saw it in April. I could have bought in then, but I was so..I needed to get out of Japan and I didn't have the money, but I would have known how amazing it was and I would have been cool.
I'm stupid and shallow. I love this song. I'm worried she'll never talk to me again for stupid reasons. I should have more confidence.
In other news, paid $339.25 to prevent the shut-off of our power and water tomorrow. Smacktacka is really unhappy and while I understand her unhappiness, I can't seem to fix it. She'll also keep giving assholes too many breaks.
I did an art trade with someone and though their picture is very pretty and well done, it's not my kind of thing. Raahhhh.
Whatever.
Another sketch comedy ground is attempting to start up. At first I was threatened, then I was amused, now I'm sort of sad. It's called "Teardrop Tattoo" and that's not a very good name, but I don't want no one to show up for this guy and for him to feel bad. Anything with "teardrop" in the title gets me like that, dammit.
We put up posters for our auditions and I proceeded to say several things that should get me fired from Oberlin. For example:
In regards to Sarah's roommate who moved to the all-women/transgender house:
"I guess that would make sense, that whole being a man-woman thing and all."
Forgive me, I forgot the word "transgender."
In regards to putting up a poster of Bob Saget in Afrikan Heritage House:
"Should we do that? He's a white guy."
Forgive me, I'm afraid of AH House.
Apparenly I'm not very PC in my head.
Can the existential crisis stop now, I'd like to get off.
"I am just waiting for you to stand up to it."
Listening to this song makes me feel better.
And yet, despite my horribly flawed and constantly disastrous continuous attempt to make a good impression on someone I've probably already made a good impression on, I can't help but be jealous that I had to get these songs from her and from eMule instead of already having the CD myself. I saw it in April. I could have bought in then, but I was so..I needed to get out of Japan and I didn't have the money, but I would have known how amazing it was and I would have been cool.
I'm stupid and shallow. I love this song. I'm worried she'll never talk to me again for stupid reasons. I should have more confidence.
In other news, paid $339.25 to prevent the shut-off of our power and water tomorrow. Smacktacka is really unhappy and while I understand her unhappiness, I can't seem to fix it. She'll also keep giving assholes too many breaks.
I did an art trade with someone and though their picture is very pretty and well done, it's not my kind of thing. Raahhhh.
Whatever.
Another sketch comedy ground is attempting to start up. At first I was threatened, then I was amused, now I'm sort of sad. It's called "Teardrop Tattoo" and that's not a very good name, but I don't want no one to show up for this guy and for him to feel bad. Anything with "teardrop" in the title gets me like that, dammit.
We put up posters for our auditions and I proceeded to say several things that should get me fired from Oberlin. For example:
In regards to Sarah's roommate who moved to the all-women/transgender house:
"I guess that would make sense, that whole being a man-woman thing and all."
Forgive me, I forgot the word "transgender."
In regards to putting up a poster of Bob Saget in Afrikan Heritage House:
"Should we do that? He's a white guy."
Forgive me, I'm afraid of AH House.
Apparenly I'm not very PC in my head.
Can the existential crisis stop now, I'd like to get off.
"I am just waiting for you to stand up to it."
