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God give me an evil twin
Nov. 20th, 2010 12:15 pmSo today I was supposed to pretend to be a 14 year old girl and go to the mall with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
caffeaffogato and jou, but at some point yesterday my intestines decided they had some issues, and there was a "great cleansing."
...sorry about that phrasing, it was the best I could do. Anyway now I'm sitting at home drinking orange juice very slowly to see if it makes me want to kill myself. Later I might try to explore a piece of toast.
I'm most annoyed because usually I know what triggers these episodes and I really don't know what did it this time. I cried a lot at my career counselor appointment on Thursday because it ended up being more like a straight-up counseling appointment and she was like "you have a lot of negativity" which is true, but then she said "you're not broken" and oh, the tears. Maybe the emotionality and the free latte I got on the way home twisted things. I don't know. So it goes.
Anyway, until I know that I can be in public places with wanting to run for the restroom, I'll probably just sit at home and watch the "Pillars of the Earth" miniseries because I'm into that shit. It'll be all medieval and full of cathedrals.
...first I'm gonna take my heartburn drugs. Ahakdhsk.
Edit: Just looked this up to tormentsail_aweigh, so I thought I'd share with everyone else. Who the hell cares what the "midnight spank" is, that guinea pig is TERRIFYING.
Edit 2:
maypirate: Sometimes I expect to wake up in the night and find [Olivia] on my chest threatening me.
sail_aweigh: DO NOT PUT IDEAS LIKE THAT IN MY HEAD.
sail_aweigh: OMG! Nightmares!
maypirate: *laughs*
sail_aweigh: If I wake up in a bathtub full of ice and hay, I'll know who to blame.
caffeaffogato and jou, but at some point yesterday my intestines decided they had some issues, and there was a "great cleansing." ...sorry about that phrasing, it was the best I could do. Anyway now I'm sitting at home drinking orange juice very slowly to see if it makes me want to kill myself. Later I might try to explore a piece of toast.
I'm most annoyed because usually I know what triggers these episodes and I really don't know what did it this time. I cried a lot at my career counselor appointment on Thursday because it ended up being more like a straight-up counseling appointment and she was like "you have a lot of negativity" which is true, but then she said "you're not broken" and oh, the tears. Maybe the emotionality and the free latte I got on the way home twisted things. I don't know. So it goes.
Anyway, until I know that I can be in public places with wanting to run for the restroom, I'll probably just sit at home and watch the "Pillars of the Earth" miniseries because I'm into that shit. It'll be all medieval and full of cathedrals.
...first I'm gonna take my heartburn drugs. Ahakdhsk.
Edit: Just looked this up to torment
sail_aweigh, so I thought I'd share with everyone else. Who the hell cares what the "midnight spank" is, that guinea pig is TERRIFYING.Edit 2:
maypirate: Sometimes I expect to wake up in the night and find [Olivia] on my chest threatening me.sail_aweigh: DO NOT PUT IDEAS LIKE THAT IN MY HEAD.sail_aweigh: OMG! Nightmares!maypirate: *laughs*sail_aweigh: If I wake up in a bathtub full of ice and hay, I'll know who to blame.
