Smoke on the water
Feb. 10th, 2010 07:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maypirateI got up to drive Danielle to work, and then since I bought a frozen mocha, I decided to sit in bed with my Speed Racer sweatshirt and quietly internet.
Thanks to everyone who dealt with me yesterday. I cried more yesterday than I have in a long time. What a stupid day. Dinner with my dad didn't involve any shouting, and as for the thesis thing, what I should have explained for anyone who doesn't know is that my dad is a professor, and he's crazy intense supersmart writingface man and I kind of idolize him. He used to proofread my papers in high school and he would tear them apart and it was for their own good, but... I wanted him to read it not as an academic. Anyway, he didn't brutalize it. And I know it's not my best work, I just didn't want him to say that.
But then I made him sad by being in a miserable mood and I felt terrible for worrying him and my mom and unggh.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
infinityduck came over and put up with me until I got it together enough to talk about the sadness of nautilus abandonment and fall asleep watching Planet Earth. He was so brave. ;_;
-bank - checks and change
-Mallat's
-piggy cage
-parking ticket
-sell DVDs
-call Unity
-buy tissues and toilet paper
-write emails
-disc inventory tonight
I think now I'm going to cuddle with Nicky and go back to bed for a while. The snow is so beautiful, it was exciting to see it at sunrise and also know that I didn't have to go to work.
Thanks to everyone who dealt with me yesterday. I cried more yesterday than I have in a long time. What a stupid day. Dinner with my dad didn't involve any shouting, and as for the thesis thing, what I should have explained for anyone who doesn't know is that my dad is a professor, and he's crazy intense supersmart writingface man and I kind of idolize him. He used to proofread my papers in high school and he would tear them apart and it was for their own good, but... I wanted him to read it not as an academic. Anyway, he didn't brutalize it. And I know it's not my best work, I just didn't want him to say that.
But then I made him sad by being in a miserable mood and I felt terrible for worrying him and my mom and unggh.
infinityduck came over and put up with me until I got it together enough to talk about the sadness of nautilus abandonment and fall asleep watching Planet Earth. He was so brave. ;_;-bank - checks and change
-Mallat's
-piggy cage
-parking ticket
-sell DVDs
-call Unity
-buy tissues and toilet paper
-write emails
-disc inventory tonight
I think now I'm going to cuddle with Nicky and go back to bed for a while. The snow is so beautiful, it was exciting to see it at sunrise and also know that I didn't have to go to work.
