The Virgin Suicides
Feb. 4th, 2006 11:25 amDear World,
I'm sorry for whatever I did.
I'm sorry I missed my medicines and my BC pills and now am slowly, stupidly crampily bleeding to death or some shit like that.
I'm sorry for whatever I ate that has made me have to lock the doors to the store and put up the "Back in 5 Minute" signs no less than three times this morning, and probably will be more before Adia gets here. I'm sorry I'm too stubborn or too unwilling to make up another day to call someone and cry and beg to go home so I can go to sleep.
And I'm sorry I messed up my car, I'm sorry I can't figure out if it's my stomach or my stupid female problems that hurt, and I'm sorry that I'm going to be miserable to be around for the next five hours.
Please, could I feel a little better? I'd like to trade this for a headcold, if that's all right.
:(,
Amber
I'm sorry for whatever I did.
I'm sorry I missed my medicines and my BC pills and now am slowly, stupidly crampily bleeding to death or some shit like that.
I'm sorry for whatever I ate that has made me have to lock the doors to the store and put up the "Back in 5 Minute" signs no less than three times this morning, and probably will be more before Adia gets here. I'm sorry I'm too stubborn or too unwilling to make up another day to call someone and cry and beg to go home so I can go to sleep.
And I'm sorry I messed up my car, I'm sorry I can't figure out if it's my stomach or my stupid female problems that hurt, and I'm sorry that I'm going to be miserable to be around for the next five hours.
Please, could I feel a little better? I'd like to trade this for a headcold, if that's all right.
:(,
Amber
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Date: 2006-02-04 04:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-02-04 05:05 pm (UTC)Just tell yourself that and know that at least it can't last forever. Go sleep if you need to! Or somehow hold out and then go sleep the problems away. I hope you feel better soon!
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Date: 2006-02-04 05:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-02-04 07:26 pm (UTC)But, remember... it's gonna get better sometime. ^^
And hey, if you had to lock the doors, that means some people didn't come in, which means not as many people could annoy you! XDno subject
Date: 2006-02-04 08:16 pm (UTC)Can I do anything? :/
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Date: 2006-02-04 08:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-02-04 10:00 pm (UTC)Al loves you. (http://www.deviantart.com/view/26657994/)
(T_T;; I so forgot to mail this off to you; it's ancient. Sorry.)no subject
Date: 2006-02-05 03:46 am (UTC)