FST: Thunderstorms, for [livejournal.com profile] kaltia

Feb. 11th, 2006 01:54 am
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If you have no interest in the FMA fandom, or FMA much of anything, you probably won't be interested in this, but for now, this is where it's going to live. If you're interested in pretty songs, though, you may want to grab them just cuz, even if you don't care about the story they're for.

...but you should. ;p

And much of this was helped/found by [livejournal.com profile] mikkeneko, who rocks my socks clear across the room. Just so that's clear.



"Thunderstorms" is an Elricest fic by [livejournal.com profile] kaltia that has never once failed to make my heart clench, no matter how many times I've read it. A decade after Al's restoration, with Al and Roy in a long-term relationship, the younger Elric begins to ponder the increasingly distant and dismal nature of his sibling, and seeks out the reason behind it.

It is, of course, much different than he'd imagined.

It's a gorgeous story, perfectly written by an excellent writer, and it is one of my very favorite stories ever.

You should go read it here, at the Scimitar Smile Alchemy Archive.



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1. Eternal - Evanesence

The start of the story, strong at the beginning with Al and Roy's relationship, fading to rain and more somber tones as Ed comes into the picture. He is and always has been a background in their romance.

2. Delight - Bic Runga

Anytime that you smile
I know that's really you
Anytime that you laugh
You know that I'll be laughing too
But it's not funny anymore...
Anytime now you'll talk
At least I hope you will
Anytime now you'll speak
And you know I'll be listening still
But we don't say much anymore...


When Ed comes home from his latest mission, Al worries about his brother, but Ed brushes him off. Their closeness seems to have fallen away.

3. Polonaise - 2046

A song for Roy and Al as Al prepares for Ed's birthday and they consider the older Elric.

4. Doughnut Song - Tori Amos

Blood can be pretty
Like a delicate man
Copper to steel to a hinge that is faltered
That let's you in, let's you in, let's you in
And if I'm wasting all your time this time
I think you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale...


Meanwhile, Ed is miserable, alone, and needing his brother more than he feels he can ever freely tell him.


5. I Love You... Too - Tokyo Rose

I must admit I saw it coming
The air between us had gotten harder yet to breathe.
I'd run away if I could help it...
You are as beautiful as ever,
Yet I'm starting to resent your smile
Because it's killing me to say this,
But I'm dying inside to leave...


Rest of the lyrics: here.
Al comes to Ed's dorm to celebrate his birthday, and though Ed carefully avoids any possible contact, any chance to spill his desire, he accidentally lets it out when Al pulls him into a hug. Ed kisses his brother...and Al runs away.

6. With or Without You - Utada Hikaru

I can't live with or without you.

Returning home to Roy, Al is digusted, upset, unsettled, completely confused and decides to sit on the matter until Ed returns from his next trip. Unfortunately, Ed has collapsed in front of his new commanding officer, and needs Al once more.

7. Sadame (Piano Version) - Satou Naoki

Al visits Ed in the hospital, apologizes, and comes to a final decision about the situation.

8. Flying High - Jem

I know there's no such thing
As painless love
well it'll catch us up
and we can never win
But ohhh
I feel so alive...


Al and Ed spend a night alone.

9. Lullabye for a Stormy Night - Vienna Teng

well now I am grown
and these years have shown
that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late
so I'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close
and I hope that you'll know...
everything's fine in the morning
the rain'll be gone in the morning
but I'll still be here in the morning


"Watching him, Al can't help but think it's worth a lifetime of thunderstorms to see him so happy again."

With love.

Date: 2006-02-11 07:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] reikah.livejournal.com
You = LOVE OF MY LIFE OH MY GOD.

Date: 2006-02-11 08:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maypirate.livejournal.com
Or until Firefly totally distracts you away from FMA. ;)p

*loves back*

Love on Mikke too, though. She helped make it go!

Date: 2006-02-11 09:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] asidian.livejournal.com
Ah~, awesomeness! *begins compulsively downloading and hopes that her sister doesn't kill her for clogging up computer space*

Date: 2006-02-11 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] monkeybobert.livejournal.com
I'm downloading it, too! Because I trust your taste and skeelz. Maybe I'll even have to go check out that story on your superior recommendation. Though I don't know the pairing much better than their sandy encounter of yore.

Date: 2006-02-11 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] taskemus.livejournal.com
Ooh, I hadn't seen that fic before, but I'm reading it now and it's wonderful. ^^

And I'll download the FST when I'm on my normal computer...

Date: 2006-02-11 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flummery-penned.livejournal.com
I absolutely adored Thunderstorms and since you always make excellent FSTs you've made my day. =)

Date: 2006-02-12 08:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maxxim-huzzah.livejournal.com
I remember that fic! Scimitar Smile and TKKN were my entry to FMA yaoi (memories!), so I now download like whoa! Sankyu! :D

Date: 2006-02-14 01:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marii-sama.livejournal.com
Hey this is awesome!

I am going to go read the fic now! Thank you for the referral as well XD

Date: 2006-02-14 02:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kiwi-kero.livejournal.com
Aww, that's beautiful!! ^_^ Thanks for the awesome music. *must reade fic*
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