I keep going round and round on the same old circuit

Guess who's not eating right again and is still grinding her teeth. /_\

Gonna call the vet again tomorrow, as they are inconveniently closed today.

Yesterday was sort of a bummer as I spent too much on Mad Men cuz Borders didn't have it and I apparently couldn't wait and had to get it from Best Buy, had an awkward/lame conversation with Don with whom I guess true friendship will take more time, got overcharged for a CD that turned out to not be very good, and then passed out for four hours next to Oni's cage (admittedly on a comfy rug and with a pillow, but still).

This unearthly tiredness and projection of all terrors (some justified) on the pig are getting to be too much. This week I will really try to find a new therapist and get some doctors appointments.

The nameless sadness creeps up on the weekends. I have so much to do, and so much that I *want* to do, but I just can't ever seem to get started.

If you're the hoping type, if you wouldn't mind hoping for Oni a little bit more. And maybe a little for me.