Today already started off like junk with a surprise call from my new therapist (who I don't like) asking why I hadn't made another appointment. And while I realize that I have to tell her that I want to see someone else, I was about to take a shower, was totally unprepared, and it made me uncomfortable to be put on the spot. Also there were a lot of awkward silences which only seemed to heighten how much it sucked.
And I must conclude with some sense of "darn" that I will not be pursuing my interest in Loveless any further. I finally sat down and finished watching the first DVD and the fact is I can't stand Soubi. He seriously creeps me out and it would be okay if he was secondary, but he's kind of a main character/love interest, and I don't want to read/watch something where I fail to enjoy the story because I spend the whole time hoping someone I hate gets hit by a fiery truck.
I apparently only have squicks. Large if indescribable ones.
I lost one of my books for my thesis so I had to order a new one, and some new pants I bought are too tight which makes me feel very unhappy but I feel like it's something I can't really talk about without kicking a can of bugs through a window and starting a flailing cataclysm.
So the moral of the story is "ugh" and if anyone else has something that's made them happy recently, I'd like to hear about it.
And I must conclude with some sense of "darn" that I will not be pursuing my interest in Loveless any further. I finally sat down and finished watching the first DVD and the fact is I can't stand Soubi. He seriously creeps me out and it would be okay if he was secondary, but he's kind of a main character/love interest, and I don't want to read/watch something where I fail to enjoy the story because I spend the whole time hoping someone I hate gets hit by a fiery truck.
I apparently only have squicks. Large if indescribable ones.
I lost one of my books for my thesis so I had to order a new one, and some new pants I bought are too tight which makes me feel very unhappy but I feel like it's something I can't really talk about without kicking a can of bugs through a window and starting a flailing cataclysm.
So the moral of the story is "ugh" and if anyone else has something that's made them happy recently, I'd like to hear about it.
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Date: 2008-07-29 06:04 pm (UTC)We need to do something fun. You think of something fun to do, tell me what this fun thing is that you want to do, and we will do it.