For Joface

[maypirate]

I wish I was online too!

Stupid work.

Also yesterday I failed bigtime. I didn't get to read your message until like 2:30 when I finally went on break, and by that time my face was falling off from allergies so I didn't respond and then after meeting potential roommate #2 I went home, had dinner, and fell asleep at 8:30 because I suck.

And I'm sorry.

I know you've had a rough bunch of days but hopefully today will be better and I will speak to you soon. I love you very much as you know and I will staple my face back on if needed.

♥

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[jou.livejournal.com]

Well, maybe if I just talk at you in a comment and I'll feel better. AAASGLKAHDGHAGLH I'm all crying right now because I'm sad and tired and nothing is going right!! I would really like to just be allowed to get to work/eat breakfast on time someday this week, instead of having ONE MILLION things to do before then.

...And then of course my car broke down, so I can't get to to work on time anyway, because I have to drop my mom off at work so I can use her car... and she doesnt even want to LEAVE for her job until half an hour after I'm supposed to be at mine. /_\ So I've been having to start at least an hour late every day, and it makes me feel like shit.

And now I guess my car is fixed but it cost me $500 probably which is probably more than it's stupid blue book value, and mom made me feel like an idiot for agreeing to pay it, but DAMMIT I'M NOT EVEN ALL THE WAY MOVED IN YET.

...And I still don't have internet, though I called the roadrunner people and so hopefully that'll be resolved soon. However, the AT&T people which I hate have CHARGED MY ACCOUNT for something I can't use, when I explicitly told them to cancel!! I'M SO MAD I COULD SPIT NAILS.

So basically life is crap, I'm out $500 for my horrible car, people act like I don't have to be on time to start drawing because by setting my own schedule/being freelance makes my job is OBVIOUSLY less important than theirs. ... I'm not even finished painting my kitchen yet, and I just know there's an art deadline I'm about to miss, even if I don't know the exact day, other than, "late august".

... I dunno, Amber. It would just be nice if someone in my family could *not* roll their eyes at me or act like I'm being a burden, or that I've done something stupid.

I know it's mostly PMS today, but I've been dealing with this all week and I guess I had to break down sometime. Shit, I have to get my face cleaned up so I can go pick up my car. Bleah.

.... I love you and miss you, though. Wish you were here.

EDIT: Shit I'm not done. I forgot to mention the part where I had to get up at 7 because my brother told me he would be here at 8 to help me move something. I couldn't sleep at all last night, so I'm very very underslept and headachey... and my brother showed up at 9 instead of 8, (he overslept) and then had the gall to bitch at ME because of something mom said that was unrelated. IT MADE ME CRY, AMBER. PEOPLE NEED TO STOP JERKING ME AROUND.