She couldn't afford the view

[maypirate]

Well he wasn't a jerk but we didn't click and I thought we might but we didn't and ugh. I keep getting all nervous about meeting people and saying I'm awkward which I guess makes me seem awkward, but I can't seem to not say it. People ask me questions I respond honestly and it just seems...wrong, like being myself is really who I shouldn't be in an initial meeting. Or maybe I'm not even being myself but some weird puppetzombie thing.

Anyway, he was nice enough and he's going to be working at Epic but he kept asking me about what I did on weekends and if I ever saw anyone and seemed to be really focused on the fact that I don't really mind being kinda stationary and low key. Also he picked up one of my books and started looking through it while I was talking, then said something about how he'd wondered if I "would keep talking" if he was doing something else.

So that was rude. I don't know. This sucks.


My insides attacked me at work quite randomly, but luckily once I was back from my errand outside. All I had for lunch was a rice-y thing, though. Maybe it was too much? I don't know. In any case, I have been feeling icky-ish all day and am currently eating plain ramen and hoping I don't die.

Although I have to say, this "Sapporo Ichiban" ramen is not nearly as good as ye olde 15 cent Maruchan.

Gonna meet someone else tomorrow, maybe I'll act less like a freak and he won't be sorta douchey. Here's hoping. And then maybe tea (coughcoughdeckencough). Tomorrow is my first real day off in 11 days.

Comments

[timingspoons.livejournal.com]

Wow that guy needs a punch in the face. Bad. And a kick in the nads, too.

[inugrlrayn.livejournal.com]

That guy needs to be set on fire. It'll make everything better, or at least provide some entertainment. I agree on the ramen, and sorry you don't feel well, deary. Hope you feel better, tomorrow!

[enigma731.livejournal.com]

There are puppet zombies in Super Smash Bros. Brawl.

[decken.livejournal.com]

Hm, tomorrow I will be in Chicago, and I kind of failed to call you today. >_> What are you doing Sunday? Or uh Monday. Or possibly Tuesday?

[velvet-mace.livejournal.com]

Meh. I wonder if he thought he was being funny, or if he was just poking at you like a science experiment. It would be nice if guys for once just said what they wanted -- but that could just be me. I don't pick up on crap unless someone says it in words.