maypirate

I don't have the energy to make a filter for this, so just...don't read if you don't want to.

I'm sorry this is all my LJ is about lately.

I really dunno. Now she's seeming a little less perky and she's still too thin. We're hand-feeding her and she seems to be eating a lot of grass, I have probiotics in her water... but her spine is so easy to feel. And her hips seem so pointy. It's tearing me apart.

I spent most of yesterday sleeping next to her on the kitchen floor, and then because I was still tired later, I slept next to her some of the night.

Once again, the vet isn't open on Sundays, and I don't know if this is a situation where I can call the emergency vet because I don't even know what's wrong.

I just know I won't be okay or able to do much of anything until she goes to the vet again tomorrow. I just feel listless and afraid, and everything seems like weird busywork and my mind is never really free. I haven't been able to break down crying and I've felt on the verge of it for more than a week now. I don't know if it would help.

My little pig.

You can do it, Oni. I know you can. Just be brave a little longer.