maypirate

It seems that in this world, and by world I mean AKP, I suck at everything.

My history paper was atrocious, and my teacher`s comments were downright mean. And you know, he`d never given us back any of our written work, so it`s not like we knew how he graded anyway.

I`ll be a better teacher than him.

I had to do a presentation on Shinto today that went shittily, and I didn`t even get to talk about half the stuff I`d wanted to. Apparently when I don`t want to be in front of people, I`m bad at it.

I`ll be a better speaker when I have something I want to talk about.

The pizza last night came in cheese, pepperoni and onions, and sausage and bunches of crap. I picked the onions off. It was nice. They had a kotatsu table and my feet were warm.

But probably thanks to that crotch bleeding thing, I`m all stupid emotion-y, so the point where reading "I want Okita. You can have the pig?" nearly makes me want to cry.

I feel like a real loser.

And the gay couples thing is this: I like straight, I`d much rather see straight people makin` the hell out, but I like the characters I like to be with the characters they like. I love Pippin, and Pippin loves Merry. I love Okita, and I love Hijikata as a historical figure. If putting them together was the only way I`d get to keep him, so be it.

I`m tired. When Don and Bob go offline, I will go home. And goodnight everyone.