I could jump ship and swim

[maypirate]

Wow. Two magical entries in one day.

I feel bummed. Not like last week, but in a...

There`s nothing I want to do. There`s nowhere I want to go. I have nothing to draw, and I don`t know if I like the book I`m reading.

I don`t feel creative and I don`t feel like trying. I have a stupid paper to write for a stupid man and I`ll fail because he knows I didn`t go where I was supposed to and I wish I cared.

No I don`t. These shitty classes aren`t worth caring about.

There`s a sushi party right now and I didn`t want to go so I`m not there, I`m alone in a huge lab on another campus, and I just feel down. My stomach kinda hurts from eating a box of Toppo and having nothing to drink, I`m tired but I`m afraid of being stuck awake at 3 am again.

I made a character for Megan`s roleplaying game whose looks are totally stolen from an anime, and I feel unoriginal. I`ve got nothing to draw and nothing to say. Everyone on DA likes the same art anyway and it`s not what I draw.

I want to have people over to my house but I live so far away, and I only have a few people I want to invite, and the shifting dynamics of AKP friendships are a trip to watch.

Rebecca and Vicki may have dropped out of the apartment, which is okay, I`d rather have David live with us, but then we need one more person and I don`t think Alice would really want to be that person.

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[oliverio.livejournal.com]

i should've applied for off campus