I come from the future
Sep. 9th, 2004 03:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maypirateI keep writing and rewriting this entry, because every time it comes out sounding stupid, and it reminds me of horrid things.
So I will leave it at this:
This morning I came extremely, dangerously close to using my words to break someone, just to do it. But I didn't.
Japan is the ex I will never get over, and I feel far from my keeboo with no internet in my house.
Aki and Tomoko want me to come to LA, but I can't afford the time and money, and I don't know how to tell them.
"And all my life I've had these two great fears that one, I would never make something of myself, and two, that I would someday make something of myself."
Oliver, I care.
Just beyond the fall of grace, behold that ever-shining place.
And tonight I will make more cookies.
So I will leave it at this:
This morning I came extremely, dangerously close to using my words to break someone, just to do it. But I didn't.
Japan is the ex I will never get over, and I feel far from my keeboo with no internet in my house.
Aki and Tomoko want me to come to LA, but I can't afford the time and money, and I don't know how to tell them.
"And all my life I've had these two great fears that one, I would never make something of myself, and two, that I would someday make something of myself."
Oliver, I care.
Just beyond the fall of grace, behold that ever-shining place.
And tonight I will make more cookies.
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Date: 2004-09-09 08:46 pm (UTC)