It's a bit of a shock when you're standing lost in the middle of a city in the middle of Virginia that you thought you'd spend the next five years in and you find yourself thinking "Maybe I should try California again."
And it's harrowing when you walk into a University center and you hate the person behind the desk almost on sight because he's not charming and not funny and not even nice and you think "Oh my god, this is what the people here are like?1?!!?!??!"
And everything is fucking made out of BRICK, and it's VIRGINIA and suddenly it's this harrowing pseudo-adventure and you don't even know if you want a souvenir sweatshirt because OH MY GOD...
What am I going to do? This has gotten much more complicated than I had anticipated.
And it's harrowing when you walk into a University center and you hate the person behind the desk almost on sight because he's not charming and not funny and not even nice and you think "Oh my god, this is what the people here are like?1?!!?!??!"
And everything is fucking made out of BRICK, and it's VIRGINIA and suddenly it's this harrowing pseudo-adventure and you don't even know if you want a souvenir sweatshirt because OH MY GOD...
What am I going to do? This has gotten much more complicated than I had anticipated.
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Date: 2006-03-29 04:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-29 05:39 pm (UTC)Do whatever is best for you, hon. *squeezes*
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Date: 2006-03-29 08:41 pm (UTC)But there is good news! I finished your Z/A lemon!
http://community.livejournal.com/crazed_tenshi/42752.html
It will make the pain go away... I think. It might make you vomit blood, so you may want to wait until you get back home...
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Date: 2006-03-30 12:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-30 03:19 am (UTC)And having questions about your future really sucks. It feels even worse when you're trying your damn hardest and the "experts" around you all say "well, you're just not there yet" because then you wonder if you ever will be and it's hard to be confident when the people who will tell you if you can move on don't seem to have much confidence in you.
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Date: 2006-03-30 03:37 am (UTC)I did get your yelling message about calling for concert tickets. Might do it this weekend if I have free time...
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Date: 2006-03-30 05:54 am (UTC)