And I have loved you like a hurricane
Jul. 1st, 2008 07:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maypirateDon and I broke up.
And it'll be okay because it's not full of rage or darkness or anger. He's washing dishes and I'm using his computer and I have, for once, no regrets. The world is still turning.
Sometimes people just grow up together and grow apart.
I'm sad, and I'm not going to pretend I'm not. It seems like there's been so much in the past year that I've been sad about, and felt like I didn't deserve to be sad, or shouldn't be allowed. But maybe it's okay to allow myself to feel it. I don't know. It is what it is, and we are what we are.
And now I don't have to be afraid of it anymore.
But please understand that this time, for now, I don't want to talk about it.
And it'll be okay because it's not full of rage or darkness or anger. He's washing dishes and I'm using his computer and I have, for once, no regrets. The world is still turning.
Sometimes people just grow up together and grow apart.
I'm sad, and I'm not going to pretend I'm not. It seems like there's been so much in the past year that I've been sad about, and felt like I didn't deserve to be sad, or shouldn't be allowed. But maybe it's okay to allow myself to feel it. I don't know. It is what it is, and we are what we are.
And now I don't have to be afraid of it anymore.
But please understand that this time, for now, I don't want to talk about it.
